I found this old film from a year ago ; the famous Chicago cityscape and its cloud buildings.

First day back at class today has me feeling like the last few years didn’t happen // like I stepped out of my life for a while and now I’m back and the same baby as before who is ready to study plants and trees.

It’s funny how sometimes a new job or relationship can consume you and make you think you’ve transformed into a completely different person. But then when it ends and those layers start to slowly fall away you realise none of that was actually you, you were just reflecting and you can finally let go of the exhaustion of hiding your own personality.

I always lose myself in other people and projects because I want everyone to love me // have abandonment issues but i’m gonna try to stay on path this time.

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