25/12/17
i think ready to accept I can’t celebrate Christmas anymore, not since everything that happened 2 yrs ago. Thought I’d get thru the day no tears but my body Welled up and my heart aches now it’s nighttime and the world is sleeping.
Lying in snow covered ryokan n I can feel the claustrophobia rising. I wanna run out to the snow and lie in it ..
Kelela gets me through tho. If I ever meet her i got a lot to thank her for <\3
That Nowhere Feeling 