24/01

warm sunny days spent in uni class debating trauma and responsibility RIP, what a melancholy veil for summer to wear

2018 standing up to the ppl who have made me sad // very successful so far Im no longer quiet

funny start to the year, feeling disgruntled and avoiding time w/ the people i love. i feel better now but thoughtful as to causes hmm…

wondering when the hyper will end and lethargy will reconvene in me , grateful for now.

25/12/17

i think ready to accept I can’t celebrate Christmas anymore, not since everything that happened 2 yrs ago. Thought I’d get thru the day no tears but my body Welled up and my heart aches now it’s nighttime and the world is sleeping.

Lying in snow covered ryokan n I can feel the claustrophobia rising. I wanna run out to the snow and lie in it ..

Kelela gets me through tho. If I ever meet her i got a lot to thank her for <\3